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Agonal Hymns

by Nithing

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    Approx 7" x 5".

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    100% Hand Made - Hand Painted by Niko Kala.

    Hand numbered and signed by Niko Kala and Matt Kilner.

    Resin castings are made from mold of original clay sculpture interpretation of 'Agonal Hymns' artwork.

    Made with casting resin, acrylics, and sealed with varnish.

    Approx 7" x 5".

    For best longevity, display out of direct sunlight and extreme temperatures.

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1.
Conceived But just not meant to be I have been willed into existence but abortion is my destiny Captive, I suffer unbeknownst to my host Not yet a soul I’m left to wander These reproductive catacombs Dilapidated organ system provides just enough to be I cannot die yet not alive In fetal purgatory This dreadful black it pierces even eyeless sockets Suffocating Eternally in solitude I drift Suspended in this amnion decayed Wretched uterine walls reflecting back at me my pending fate Oblivion Apparitional umbilical noose Hanging phantom Taunting promising impossible relief Surrounded by millions of undeveloped carcasses Withered trophies of this savagery Barren womb Countless embryos entombed Overflowing this bitter prenatal mausoleum This hoarder of ejaculate, sinister Gifted live revoked As it had done to legions of dead fetuses that came before me Sepulture in utero Here I lie in purgatory My intracorporeal burial site Amongst my unborn kin I’ll dwell forever Tumorous existence A mass of cells eternal Never to experience the trauma of birth
2.
Poison cult Purveyors of the grand pursuit - Immaculate regurgitation Glory lies internally Aficionados of the partially digested Combing through piles of sick Only the finest vomit to sate our needs Bulimic disciples Bile soaked prophet Preaching vomitous psalms Unto a nauseated congregation Silken virescent robes Stained by sickly wretch of generations Our faith - vomiting towards salvation Now upon the altar Purge to release my soul Emetic liberation draws near By the hands of sybils guided towards a heaving fate In the viscous pools of acid drawing sigils I summon demons of illness The afterlife promised lies just beyond my reach Vomiting towards the pantheon Our idols preserved by our bile offerings I meet my gods and face rejection - emptied Discarded my purpose served But a vessel, host to odious elixir Erroneously led to my death Deceived Forgotten sacrifice My worship meant nothing
3.
Golemish figure lurks cloaked in blackened flesh Scorched skin, crumbling to dust Melted innards ooze through dermal cracks Solidified in oxidation Wretched encrusted human husk Continual eruption of viscera Layer after layer Liquefied entrails Heaping on Lamentation Wailing now but a gurgle Muffled by the vomit lodged inside its throat - sealed close Revolting churn of bowels erupting Entombed within this hardened offal casket for eternity Rigor mortis premature Now completely immured Horrendous fate It lies encased Cocooned within its own excretion Immolation Charred and emptied human husk Hollowed carcass now crumbled to dust
4.
Oh Great Sufferer I pity thee not Covetous, I gaze in disgust Upon your battered body broken bound to the slab In envy I wretch Heaving in revulsion I loathe the sight of your terror A mockery of this tradition Oh how you’ve tasted This nectar brewed in sanctity Libation - wasted Wincing as these hallowed drops caress your tongue Ungrateful recipient This highest honor lost unto your ignorance Vision blurring eyelids heavy Body numbed venom now takes effect Slip away let us guide you Chosen one, we’ve much more to inject Yield your psyche, unto our righteous spears as they impale Cranial consecration by holy perforations Overtaken by lustful jealousy I look on in awe as your frail body begins convulsing I long to know your journey, your pain, what is it that you see Peering deeply into vacant eyes I meet god - suffering Holocaustic vivisection Our prophet lies lobotomized No trace of self remains Arcane ceremonial hallucinosis achieved Savor these last moments in the void before I set you free Eyes jut out Wet with fear and wonder open wide Thickly glazed these lenses to a hollow soul Petrified You turn to me infantile gaze suddenly sours Born again in savagery Innocent - deflowered Ritual complete Gift of violence repaid by utter relinquishment of brain activity Invalid near vegetative Honor in this violation Join the others walk with pride Mental capacity your sacrifice One of many But the latest member of my sickly horde My tender atrocities I deeply adore Each so special I the shepherd of this flock apallic Warden of oblivion Stumbling you turn to me as though to ask “What am I?” Violated
5.
Beyond a veil of rotten flesh a grimacing face doth peer Wreathed in a wretched, seeping halo of disease Yellowed eyes gaze, piercing through an odor most offensive Her presence brings me to my knees Swollen, engulfed in boils, oozing in her splendor She beckons me, pleading for relief Lying there still, if not for twitching Her searing pain my ecstasy Hideous cratered skin thickened by years of scarring Yet still coarse hair bursts forth in scattered patterns Physiognomy malformed A bloated figure wreathed in sores Ruined by the pummeling fist of unrelenting Disease Swollen, engulfed in boils, oozing in her splendor She beckons me, pleading for relief Yet the contours of her sores, so exquisitely sculpted As if carved by the gods of disease My muse I must worship you
6.
Overwhelming rush of emotion Anticipation washes over my body I cannot contain this urge Eager to experience her putrid flesh I must wait as long as I can Sick indulgence - deferred My patience rewarded By the pungent stench of aging sores Wounds erupting Blissful in my gaze My phallus engorged Her agony inspired Artful in her disability A temple of infection Madonna of disease Intoxicating beauty I timidly approach her fragile ailing body Nauseated in anticipation Caressing her infected mounds Oily to the touch Sensational, oozing pus Tonguing the sores Relishing each second A delicate quality to their texture Fiendishly applying pressure to deflated boils I must have more pus I cannot wait for suppuration Reexamine in hysteria her ruptured sores To ensure that not a drop of such divinity is squandered Mourning in delirium Overcome by mephitis Losing consciousness High on the stench Inhaling in euphoria I paint with her fluids to tell the tale of her suffering A shrine to ulcerate magnificence Feverish my gaze upon this altar My masterwork - Affliction incarnate
7.
Mounting intracutaneous pressure bursting forth After millennia of suppuration Torrents of pus flow endlessly Cathartic excretion Of ancient tissue rotten to the bone Vast chasms bestrew infected flesh Flesh gown mangled Crudely draped over frail bones This tattered dermal tapestry littered with wounds - familiar Though their origin eludes me I know their gifted pain is mocking They haunt me as my sanity fails I can’t recall What caused these contusions? Why am I so covered in lesions? There must be meaning Deeper, hidden, tucked away within These abscesses must be opened I must know the reason for my suffering In delirium I begin to claw at my wounds Thrusting splintered fingernails, violently, piercing deep Into distended boils Hysterical subdermal combing Stretching infected skin Frenzied probing Removing cysts for examination Skin deeply welted by this psychotic excavation Shredding I lacerate In hysteria I mutilate I know the answer lies somewhere within These mocking wounds laughing agape What have I done wrong? What crime could fit this punishment? Why is it that I can’t recall? Why must I serve this sentence? I may never know Why I’m so compelled To rip these wounds to shreds But in this fever I must carry on Relentless in my quest Discovery I’ve found within The answers to my suffering I lift (mangled) appendages To drink from myself - cleansing sin Archaic still pulsing Lesions self inflicted years ago As I approach enlightenment I see my penance unobscured Foul beads of corporal refuse upon my tongue With each drop comes flooding memories Of eons spent in agony Each anamnesis more bitter than the last How haunting it is to taste the seeping pus of ancient Wounds
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A race extinct Brittle remains smother this landscape The air, long thick with the soot of bones broken By the ceaseless march of time Survived by their ancient gods, condemned to roam To endlessly choke with every breath Upon their carcasses, pounded into noxious dust Birthed in primeval hallucinosis Visions, through worship turned to flesh and bone Immortalized Reared upon the loving breast of their congregation now eradicated Lurking titans forsaken Sole inhabitants of this sickly elysian necropolis Senses dulled, near comatose Chronic aching of the wretched beating in their chest - endless Hissing morbid prayers divine To the abyss The deafening ring of lamentations eonic Join in sickening chorus with the howl of frozen winds as they whip Across this slaten hellscape, boundless Agonal hymns echoing into eternity

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released June 13, 2023

Matt Kilner - Music
Cam Smith - Artwork

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